Yes, I am lame and I apologize!

Ok, here's a heartfelt apology, and a New Year's Resolution...I'm sorry that my blogging hasn't been happening. I can honestly say that the month of December has gone by so fast! I don't know where it went. On the 18th, my two kids went to California with their Dad. It's just not as fun with those two in the house. The other two left for X'mas with their Mom so War Hero and I have been doing nothing but staying up late watching television. I've been so bored I can hardly stand it. I am also preparing for an eight week absence of War Hero as he goes away to Army school in Pennsylvania. This takes an incredible amount of patience and working on certain mindsets. These include juggling four kids tasks by myself, a cold space in my bed, and REPEATEDLY saying "BECAUSE I SAID SO." I'm not looking forward to it, but hopefully I'll get a quick trip in to see him and the time will go by fast. Since he'll be gone, I'll make a much more honest effort to keep posting...this maybe the only place I can find adult conversation with (even if it is by myself!)